hep! hep! and away!

I often wonder why most people...or so it seems...that they look so simple yet so happy with their lives? Maybe it was just me being as complicated as I am. Yeah. Maybe that's the problem. But I am happy now so I won't bother myself with any confusing and complicated thoughts. Why am I happy? I don't know.

lost in space and everything else

This has been going on for the last couple of weeks. I felt like a zombie, hollow inside and been trying to drown myself with all the noise around me. I party hard just to forget this thing and it sucks! My system craves for wine and beer hoping it will dilute whatever trace of boredom and depression I had in me but to no avail. I felt like a miniscule particle floating in this god forsaken space with no direction and been bumping around on many obstacles that scar my already jaded mind. Ha! If it's a fact of life that end with a K then it really sucks!